What a lousy banging noise was that? Put myself to bed at And it's hardly for me to keep rejecting people (or not even giving a single chance) in my whole life, for the matter of fact that, I'm too scared to know if I had chosen a wrong guy. What if I had already discarded him from my life or have been neglecting him for quite sometimes or purposely ignoring him? Aiyoh! Die loh!! I don't want to die aloneeee~~ What if no one will ever notice me again after this? Who will want an auditor with a crazy working hours? Tapi takper la, I figure that somewhere down the line, I'll find someone that I'll be willing to put up for the rest of my life...and won't mind pissing him off at times..Ngeh ngeh ngeh!!
My brain get stuck
I'm back to not being able to sleep and I have a feeling that my body is trying to send me a message, and my mind is desperately trying to ignore : that I need to go back to living on a normal schedule like a normal human being. The kind of human being who works during the days and sleeps while the stars are out.
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